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i wish i was a really good communicator. if i had the gift of oration i'd be able to present my ideas in ways that everyone would understand. even if they didn't agree. they'd at least understand. guess what. i don't have such gifts. i find i keep saying the same basic thing in different ways. and yet i don't see the light bulbs going on. it would be really easy to quit. to say, fuck it. lower my taxes. i've run out of ways to say not a good idea.